I enjoy playing with focus too much. HERE IS THE CANTA MAGAZINE WITH JORDAN’S AWESOME AS RANT IN IT! He was ranting about the locker system, and how shit it is. YEAH! (And you can see blue sky in the background, IT WAS SUNNY TODAY!!!)
SO, today has been quite lovely! I woke up early this morning at Chelle’s, and moved the car, then promptly went back to sleep. We then woke up again properly around 9ish, and got up. I had some toast, and Chelle had yoghurt for breakfast, and then we went off to uni together.
I had my media tutorial first, and so I said goodbye to Chelle, and went to class. It was the first tutorial, and all we did was introduce ourselves (Sue, the lecturer/tutor, gets off topic a lot). While it wasn’t the most beneficial to study, it was quite funny, and I really do like Sue as a lecturer a lot.
After the class, I went to the library, and found my Chelley up on the 10th floor of the library. SO, I sat with her, and I did some editing. Around 1.15pm, we were getting a bit hungry, so we went down to the undercroft and picked up some lunch. I bought some chips, because I was feeling cheap (because I really am down on the money a bit at the moment) and Chelle got a pasta salad. She didn’t realise that it had tuna in it (she can’t stand tuna) so I had half of it after she couldn’t stomach anymore. She ate the rest of my chips, which was a fair compromise (I told her to have them). ANYWAY, then we both went off to class.
I went to my media class, which I enjoyed. We looked at broadcasting, and how it kinda works, and how cultural attitudes influences how television is broadcast and produced. OH and we looked at the New Zealand telethons from the 80s. There was a young Bob Parker, that was quite amusing to look at (he’s as of recent a former mayor of Christchurch).
ANYWAY, after class I went back to the library, and kissed goodbye to Chelley, and then walked to the car and drove home. Strangely enough, on the walk to the car, I started thinking about my biological father. I’ve never met the guy, and I just began to wonder if he’d ever thought about me. I mean, I’m nearly 21, and have never met him - I just wonder if he’s ever thought about who I am and who I’ve become. I dunno, the thought was just lingering in my mind. On the drive home my thoughts shifted to my negativity, and how I need to actively change that about myself. I’ve found myself getting a bit negative lately on a lot of things, possibly just because of the stress of all the work I’ve had the past couple of months, that on top of coming out as transgender, well, genderfluid. I dunno, but it was something that crossed my mind and something I want to better myself on. AND, also potentially look into meeting with my biological father one day. Hm. Food for thought. OH YEAH a lot of you guys (if you read these still) probably don’t know about all that, do you? WELL - I’m half Chinese, and my biological father left my mother (they weren’t married) shortly after I was born, haven’t seen him since. Mum got married, they had a kid (Libs), I was legally adopted properly into the family, haven’t ever really thought about my biological father. And even now, don’t really know why it popped into my mind. I suppose I was thinking about having kids, and that if my first kid ever disappeared, or I left them, I’d be thinking about them a lot. Ah well.
ANYWAY, so I got home, and I started editing. Found Libs playing Skyrim, so I helped her with that a wee bit and edited. Then dinner was ready, which was a DELICIOUS homemade chicken and asparagus pie (seriously, I wanna make this with Chelle, although maybe substitute the chicken with tofu or something, it’d still taste good no doubt) and then I cleaned up, and then went back to editing. I edited for about a half hour (I’ve only got to edit four more people, THEN ALL THE EXTRA STUFF YAY) and then started uploading this, and looking at crossdressing stuff on the internet, because I’m feeling a tad feminine tonight. Kinda thinking that every Friday I’m gonna be Grace, because I can. We shall see.
ANYWAY, now I’m finishing uploading this, I might have a shower soon, and play some Skyrim and potter about on the internet! AND YEAH! That’s been my day! GUYS I’M UP TO DATE AGAIN! (Let’s see how long it lasts this time).